Margo begins Matthew’s sissification
This is part of a full-length novel I will be serialising over an entire year. These first chapters are not mine because I took over later to voice a female character when ‘Matthew’ gets to ‘his’ final long and arduous session of submission and use.
It was a commissioned piece we have been working on together for months. I did give this section a light edit for content.
“Yes. I do want this to happen. This is what I’m good for as Goddess’ submissive, this is how I can please her, and this is honestly what I am good for, meant for sexually, to be used by Goddess and now…as of today those she wants to use me. I’m scared…I am very scared, I’m unsure I can handle it but it’s not wrong, its right, it’s appropriate” I said, relieved to have shared this with someone, somehow it felt good to tell a stranger who clearly also understood this world we were both a part of.
Margo sat there as if playing back in her head what I had just said, testing it, testing me for some untruth as she held her gaze on me.
“Ok. Thank you Matthew. I’m going to do my best to help prepare you, to share what I can and to…well to take care of you at least in a way that won’t get me in trouble, this is your first time, and someone should so that’s going to be me”, Margo said with a smile and a tone of determined confidence.
“We have a few hours which should be plenty of time. You should shower, even if you showered this morning, you should shower again and wash your face, I know most guys don’t bother with that but it’s important before we put on your makeup. And this is a “clean” event so you should give yourself an enema before you shower”, Margo instructed standing up from the couch and walking over to the case she had placed on the guest table”
“Enema…right I didn’t do that yet, ummm”, suddenly very aware of the small hotel room and this very cute woman standing a few feet away from me.
With a small sigh Margo said, “Really Matthew? Shy? You are going to be stripped naked in front of people and fucked – OK…I’m sorry that wasn’t very kind of me” Margo said when she looked up from her case at the expression on my face.
“Matthew I’ve seen it all…OK maybe not everything but I know you served as Goddess’ toilet for the first time earlier in the week. I’ve witnessed toilet service’s before, Miss Scarlet has even had me sit on the toilet to relieve myself for others to consume from me, she likes watching both sides struggle with the experience…anyways…I’ve seen a lot Matthew. You giving yourself an enema in the bathroom is well…mundane. I’d say you have nothing to be embarrassed about but I know that doesn’t just make the emotions go away. So instead, I’ll say it is ok to be embarrassed and that honestly you want to give yourself an enema, you want this to be a clean event—“ Margo cut her sentence short as if she shouldn’t say anything more.
His Complete Submission Chapter 1
Goddess takes him to his next level, for today he becomes a human toilet…
